Tired....
working working working...so tired...today i learn how 2 use the cashier thing..oh..is so fun bt at the same tm is scary..today quite boring at 1st den suddenly alot of customers..change the stripes until my finger v painful..my skin start 2 peel off bit by bit..sad..hv 2 keep my nail v short..sobz..jus nw receive a call from dear say he is sick..oh my god..i'm v worried abt him leh..he sound v weak..i asked him dun go 4 the training tml..dun tit he can make it..cos the training nd alot of strength al tat..scare hurt himself..haiz..asked him go c doc..bt duno he really wil ma..i really hope tat tml i dun hv 2 work so i can look after him..if really he stil nt feelin well,i after work go look after him...or if possible i ask whether can leave early..hope he can recover soon..feel bad cnt b wif him wen he is sick..dear i'm sorry ar..luv ya..duno can take half day off ma..k la,continue nx tm..bye..
Sleepy day again~~~~~
haha...always heard me saying sleepy recently rite..always dun hv enough slp de..cos alw get woke by other ppl or msg..sian..nt 1 tm is i wake up myself..
last nite chat wif dear til around 3+ going to 4...listening 2 him playing his game..haha..his reaction is kinda funny..cute la..wen he play game he can really like a kid...bt i like tat..haha..the way he complain being attacked...haha...i jus kept silent..he tot wat happened 2 me..keep asking me am i ok..i'm ok..oh 1 more tit 2 say..MY DEAR NT LAZY DE...JUS TAT HE'S BUSY..haha.. he say 2 me yest after he read my blog,he's nt lazy lor,he jus v busy..if i wan him 2 find me,he wil lor..i neo tat..for dear-(u so busy how can i demand u 2 acc me..it wil b more tiring 4 u..wait til u free ba..haha..dun 4get tat u promise 2 acc me go shopping..i rmbr tat..haha...)n 1 more tit..dear lie..he say he nv look at my blog b4..in fact HE DID...i was shock la..bt oso happy he actually read my blog..*muack muack..!luv u*
My nagging sister n my 2 dogs woke me up today early in the morning...sian..my siser start nagging around 8+ den my dogs al step on me..licking me..until i cnt slp...haiz..bt they really V V V CUTE...dear say mayb his dog going 2 put at my place 4 a wk cos he's nt free 2 look after nx wk..i oso wan 2 hlp him..some more his dog v cute oso..more dog more merrier..haha..bt duno my mum wil go crazy anot..i'll try 2 convince her...i keep taking photo of my dogs..they r too cute le..alw wanna take a pic of them..ok la,stop al the dog talking b4 i get too excited..haha..
hmm..ltr mayb going down bugis 2 find me frenz..den go suntec fetch my another frenz..so big le stil wan me fetch her..haha..her nick is doggy..from sec sch i gif her tis name le..haha..i tit she love it..we r v gd frenz la..she alw go out of control de..suddenly laugh like a siao cha bo..she's beyond cure..haha..today is 22 apr...tml working..sian..10.30am-10pm..nvm wen get pay i happy le..hehe..k la,stopping here going 2 c wat my little devil nephew doing..bye...
Lazy~~~~~
since i'm free nw,i update my blog again lor..kinda tired..nw only 11.31am..i wake up at 9 plus cos my fone msg keep coming in..OMG..jus cnt slp liao..den make breakfast 4 myself lor..the rest of my family is out lor..alone...~lonely~..haha..no la,i rather 2 b alone wen at hm..dun like ppl keep nagging me whole day..ltr working at 5pm..work til 10pm..5 hrs..from sun on the hrs is long lor..everyday 10.30am-10.00pm..tired sia..everytime after work like half dead..lucky,i off on mon n thurs..bt thurs gt interact club tit n at nite celebrate my frenz bdae..so tat day oso busy..mon i'm free!!!bt dear surely nt free so hv 2 find programme 4 myself...i promise alot of my frenz tat wil meet them la bt really dun hv tm..n going out wif them hv 2 spend $$..haiz.. going 2 broke soon..tat's y oso dun dare ask u al out la..hope u al can understand..wen i get my pay den i meet u al out again k..we go shopping together..
yest nite dear called..bt i fall a slp while waiting 4 his call..he call around 1 plus in the morning.. wen he tok 2 me i seem a bit slow ar..really tired recently..bt after a while we hang up le cos he's tired wanna slp..the conversation last abt..5-10min??around there...he's so busy n tired..we hv less tm 2 tok n meet ba..sch reopening soon..i think we'll hv even less tm ba..unless he wanna fetch me from sch..erm..dun tit so ba..his hse 2 my sch around 1 hr..he'll b too lazy 2 cum down oso..hmm...dun tok abt tis ba..
i nw working at marina square...crocs..nt bad la..the ppl there r nice..friendly..alw hlp me..bt i feel kinda pai sei..go there shld hlp them bt end up like they helping me..i find thing oso slow..cos stil cnt rmbr whr exactly the tit put..feel so bad n useless sia..adding 2 other ppl burden..am i always other ppl burden ar..feeling like tat..i muz work harder..dun wanna b a burden..OMG.. feeling sleepy liao..lucky stil hva bit tm 4 me 2 slp..nx tm muz consider whether switch off hp wen i slp..bye~~~going 2 b a piggy liao..btw..i hv 2 dogs le...poppy n milo(i choose tis name de).. they r so~~~~~~~~~~~~cUtE!!!muack muack muack....love them...n oso my frenz..n dear too..
bye~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NAGGING GAL~~Wong Siew Ting
Hello..c ur name here v honour rite..haha..u tit ur name can appear everytime meh..haha..
wonder how cum i put her name??Cos she keep bugging me 2 update my blog..hardly any1 c my blog lor..keep updating duno who wil c..i tit mostly is u liao la..dear didn even cum read my bl;og at al lor...haha..kinda touch sia..u really care 4 me ar..neo u since pri 1..1st tm i felt touched by u.. izzit sometit gd or bad??haha..k la,start my daily things tat u wan me 2 write..
Today,20 apr(2nd anniverary)thurs,i went 2 k box wif yili..n a ke lian person cannot go..keep saying without her we'll b v boring..actually u tit too much...WONG SIEW TING!!we had a great tm..dun b sad la..haha..3 of us neo each other so long liao..until rot le..wonder y didn go celebrate my 2nd anniversary??cos dear nt free...BUT we push it forward n celebrate on tues..we nw really hardly hv tm 2 meet up..he's really v busy...1 whole wk packed...every wk like eat dinner once..around 2 hrs like tat lor..den he every nite call me bt he seem v tired n wen i tok 2 him he like cannot concentrate so i ask him go n slp ba..he wil feel bad la..bt i say nvm lor..he oso too tired 2 continue the conversation..no point too..he's nt listening..too tired 2 listen liao..of course wil miss him la..bt nothing i can do..didn tel him i miss him..nt bcos i shy la..i'm nt tat kind of person la..is i tel him den he feel more bad ba..some more after telling him n didn do anytit or wat i wil feel sad sia..haha...so keep quiet la..nt angry wif him la..try 2 understand his stand...n i neo whr i stand..erm..k la,talk abt sometit else..
walau..i got my result sia...bzc n evm i gt a B n PR a C..sian gt a C again...sad..i dun wan a C!!!! sobz..haiz..i can only blame myself lor..shld work harder..jas gt a A...she called me..she's the 1 hlp me check de..she alw can get a A...i muz work harder nx tm..k la,stppong here..long enough le ba..bye..update again...i'll try 2 update asap k...
Busy busy busy................
i hv been busy lately ba..dun really hv tm 2 update my blog...chalet..working..cca..anyway alot of ppl oso nt free 2 cum out...after ite chalet den cum the sec sch chalet...den work n work..tis thurs hv interact club tit..gt some free tm in between ba..bt ppl nt free...trying 2 fill my tm fully..mon i stay over at my frenz hse..i hv been drinking until 4 plus..thinking tat after drinking wil make me sleepy..bt no use at al..wake up 11 plus..den go chalet..at chalet oso drink..my frenz drink wif me 1 al cannot tahan liao..i stil wide awake...drink japanese type..beer..volka..tis 2 days hv been drink tat..haha...bt no much use..den slowly bcum more n more tired..really tired..den keep wanting 2 slp..bt i didn slp la..cos busy..wen working tm oso wanna slp..haiz nvm..today 17 apr i at jas hse...n wei too...chit chat lor..hardly c each other bcos of holiday..kinda stress lately..iu tit my brain cell die alot..thinking of a solution..my schedule is filling up le...more n more packed..gd..haha..gotta stop le..going out...bye bye
*Those who hv read my last post..i'm really ok..dun worry k..n thanks alot..
~Am i askin 4 too much???~i hv been thinking.........how many ppl wil cum n c my blog???nt much ba..mayb wat i write ppl close 2 me wil nt even c..anyway is nt within my control..if they r interested they wil c..There r questions running in my mind...alot of tit..wan me 2 say,i dun even neo how..tryin 2 stay calm,dun b too sensitive,dun tit too much...hv u ever try b4 wanted 2 say sometit out bt u jus cnt say out..???erm....Mayb i'm makin some of u confuse..like tis post dun make much sense..if tat the case simply bcos u r nt the audience i'm addressing to..or mayb u r the1 bt u dun even neo.. how close is consider close??is the distance or the heart??may nt c often stil can b close...n c often bt nt close at al...how long hv u ever put urself in other ppl shoe..i'm always trying.. may nt b always successful bt tryin 2 make the effort...cos understanding the reason can keep u away from argument..hlp u take a different look at the situation...b4 making a big fuss,make a sec thought..if u were him/her...BUT did the person appreciate tat??is the person thinking in ur shoe..alone making effort is tiring...lonely..Wen u sad,confuse or happy..who wil u turn to???is the person u wanna turn to there??hv u ever hope tat some1 wil turn 2 u wen he/she is sad??2 b the 1 2 share the sadness n happiness n clearing all the confusions...mayb 2 the person u r nt the 1 can solve their problem tat's y they wun turn 2 u..bt they wil "inform" u the problem wen tit is over...Sorry if u really dun understand wat i'm tryin 2 say..tis post require some thinking...seriously..tis is nt like normal writing wat i do each day..is sometit more den tat..dun ask me am i alright..I"M PERFECTLY ALRIGHT...seriously...k la,gonna stop here..stop confusing ppl..haha..DISaAPnPOIgNrTyED...nx entry wil nt b like tis..9 april(sun)~~12.25am
jus came back chalet yest..nt feelin well...stomachache...watever i eat wil vomit out..haiz..bt really having a great tm there cos the bomber squad were there n al the bf oso..kinda fun..esp at nite the water bomb..every1 were wet..really v wet.. haha..den dear go n take source n throw at ppl..they cnt catch up wif him cos he ran away..al ended up on me..they make the source al over my face..at nite a pimple pop out...so fast ar the effect...haha..it really fun..n the bdae cake we bought 4 wei al ended up on our body..i didn hv a single bite on it..daryl throw a water bomb on my face n the water went into my nose..he caught me off guard..at 1st i wanna throw him de bt...end up..haiz..wei get hurt by his bf..haha..kinda funny..her bf knock her head n it was v painful until she almost cry..bf supposed 2 protect their gf during water bomb ba..end up is the bf hurting his own gf..he's blur..there were 6 couples...jas-daryl,ting-jeremy, kath-clement,wei-wei jie,jen-feng ming n me-dear(terrence)!!1st tm the 6 couple al out..al the bf seem 2 able 2 click..den we went 4 nite walk..al the haunted area..is really a bit scary..fm n jen seem 2 b v scare..den after tat we went 2 eat..it was abt 3 plus in the morning le..i was so tired..dear oso..seem quite stone..den we went 2 slp..the nx day afternoon..we play pool den 2 the arcade..haha..so fun..playing the basketball..den the car racing..1st round 5 guys n me only..i'm the only gal..haha..guess wat??i win the race..i got 1st den dear gt 2nd..hehe..i'm only lucky..we play there 4 a long tm..k la,stopping here..feelin v sleepy..i went 2 slp around 2 am last nite..den wake up 8 plus..nw goin 2 catch some slp..:p
today whole day like quite occupied...go 4 the interact talk...til 6..den go find my frenz at bugis..til 8 plus..den meet my other frenz at 9 plus at nite...the interact talk at 1st quite boring den at the end quite ok la...talk abt the trip they made to..den get 2 neo a member...we talk alot..haha..cos some part quite boring..he thinking 2 hv a join project wif our interacters...haha..we jus say only lor bt duno really wil hv ma..sore throat cum back again..sianz..goin out le..my frenz hungry..
12.12am 1 apr 06(april fool)
Tuesday, April 25, 2006