Relaxation....
Just have my 5 days break from my work...took a few days of annual leave to relax a bit..cos have been kind of stressed up before that..hope now have a better mood to go back to work..
I spent everyday with Terrence during my leave...hahaha..he took leave too so that we can spend time together..We went to malaysia with manfred and huey min..We have our lunch over there..the food is very cheap and nice...We ordered around 6 to 7 dishes..mostly seafood..each person like paying S$20..inclusive of drinks..We ate to our fullest..Must go back there next time..After meal,we went to the shopping centre near by...actually nothing much to shop...a bit bored...the price not very cheap either..almost like singapore price...so didn't buy any clothes from there...
The following day,we went to swim at tampines swimming complex...Haven't swim for quite some time so a bit slow...hahahathen terrence keep asking me to continue to swim,cannot stop...like my personal trainer...The worse part is he threw me into the 1.8 area there...i was like going crazy...struggling for myself...i told him before i don't dare to swim at 1.8 area there cos i was drowned before at that area...He said have to overcome my fear then just dump me in...i was kind of angry cos i'm really scare...i know i have to overcome my fear but not like immediately overcoming it...give me some time...When he dump me in,i was like a crazy woman struggling for her life...even the swimmers at the side of the pool was laughing at me as my hair was covering my face..i can't really see what's infront but keep swimming to the side until i hold on to something...is kind of embarrassed..
Now able to overcome the "1.8" fear a bit...will try harder the next time..i hope.. Now i will feel like going swimming now and then...I was crazy about swimming when i was young but not so much when i grew older..so now decided to train up a bit.. even Terrence dump me in again,i won't be scare at all..JIA YOU!!!
The next day,we went to bugis for shopping and movie...end up Bugis don't have "License to wed" so we walk to suntec for movie..the show is quite funny but is a bit short..around 1 and a half hr??not more than that...
Now Terrence is having sunburn almost his whole body...you can't even touch his shoulder,he will scold you for sure...hahaha...even when he is eating,his face will be painful...so avoid any physical contact with him...hahaha...Oh..his burn did not get when he went swimming with me,is when he went swimming with his friends... Before anyone of you thought that i was burned too...This time round,he swimmed longer with his friend and did not apply any suntan oil that's why get burned...Hope that he will get better soon...:-)
Ok la,update next time...meeting up with bombers real soon..i wll bring my sun block over too..haha...WE GOING TO SENTOSA!!!
*Terrence*
Happy 1 n half year anniversary!!!!hahaha...
Labels: 26 aug 07
You won't understand..........
Not really in a good mood recently,ever since my brother want me to send my dog away..Last sunday,Terrence accompany to Mr Chua's house to pass him my dog..I thought I'll b ok..But in fact I'm not..I played with her at Mr Chua's house for around 2 hours...When i was about time to leave,my heart started to feel the pain..The way she looked at me when i leave,i can never forget that face...I kept crying non-stop ever since i step out of that house...When i leave,she stood at the door step looking at me..She wanted to follow me but Mr Chua hold her back...Then she can just stand there and at me when i walk off...It really hurt me alot alot...I feel i'm so cruel.. Leaving her at a strange place..I really can't bear to leave her..but i have no choice...No one in the family support me..I can only cry and cry..
Next day,I message Mr Chua to see how is she..He said she's ok,finish her food..still very active...she even jumped on him in the morning...I'm relieved to hear that she's ok..But I still missed her alot..I really wonder does she miss me??I cried everyday...But knowing her is ok and Mr Chua have a dog too so she have a company to play with her..And maybe next time she will get pregnant..I just treat her like getting married to Mr Chua's dog..
Yesterday read Terrence's blog,actually quite touched...It actually make my mood feel better..much better...
~To Terrence~
I really appreciate everything that you do..i really do..I'm very touched when I see your blog..Standing up for me...I'm very thankful that you were there when i gave ting ting away...If not i really don't know what to do.. Sorry if I have make you suffer recently...My mood wasn't very stable..I won't say about "the meeting or not" topic again..Sorry to have you stressed up..I waiting for your break to come...both of us can relax a bit...you are quite tired recently because of your deployment...jia you!!After that you can have your break.. and i'll stop my complaining...hahaha..:-)Lastly,really thank you alot alot...love you..
After my dog have gone,I find it hard to face my family especially my brother and sister-in-law...I keep thinking the way they force me to give my dog away...I tried to forget about it but i can't...never really talk to them ever since they want me to give my dog away cos the baby is out soon...staying at home seemed like torturing me...Feeling so sad inside my heart but still have to pretend nothing at work.. really don't feel like smiling or talking...What make it worse when i see my manager and he kept giving me attitube...His attitube have lasted around a month..I really don't know what i do,he refused to talk to me..treat me like a stranger..I really have enough of all these...Whatever he want me to do,I already done it...It was like one night then he change his attitube toward me..I don't gave a damn on this anymore...Anyway my life is quite suck,additional of 1 more thing doesn't make any different too...
"Listen to your heart,although is on the left,is always right."One of my friend told me this..Ya,is quite true...But sometime is so hard to do what your heart told you to do..In your life,is so hard to find someone that will understand how you feel.. really...Everyone will ask you to understand them but not one will come forward to understand you...When every part of your life is wrong,you don't know where you belong..What you treasure the most in the past,maybe the one that kill you now... Memories healed and killed people at different point of time..If you don't understand,when you try it you will know..But of course,i won't hope this type of thing to happen on you...haha...
I think this post is long enough right...hahaha...ok,I'll update next time when i have a chance...Hope next time will be good things..take care evryone!!!
*Thank for everyone who tag my blog...I know you all are concerned about me,don't worry i'm ok!!!I'll find time to meet you all...I missed all of you!!is good to know all of you is here for me..:-)
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Sunday, August 26, 2007