1 year anniversary!!!!
Today is our 1 year anniversary..kind of fast..already a year..Last time when i heard people saying they are together for a year, i'll feel like is very long but now don't actually feel that way..have been thinking about how this year passed..1st day together, argument,sadness,happiness..how much we have went through..etc.. sound like a old lady ar..haha..is really not a easy way..I don't know for him is it this way but for me is not easy..haha..should not go in more detail..Have i been a good girlfriend for this whole year??haha..i think this can be answer by him only..Actually did notice something i don't know the rest of you got notice this thing or not..His blog never mention about our life before??haha..not a entry about us or me..Alot of his friends don't know that he is attached i think only a few months ago..They were so shock when he introduce me to them..haha..you all should see their expression..kind of funny..There's always something in my heart making me confused..anyway is just not a good feeling..Did i over-estimated myself? Sometime i do feel so..Over-estimated alot of things..hahaha..stop saying all these..should say about something nice..
Today went to Terrence house to pass him something then we went for dinner at Sakae Suahi at whitesand..no much celebration la..just a simple dinner..Then he book in lor..hmm..we seemed to go on a simple style on everything..haha..if he like it simple then let it be simple..Today is celebrating our anniversary and belated valentine day..These few day i'm very happy can spend time with him from Chinese New Year first day til today..time with him is something is very special and difficult to get..like i said before he's a very busy person..So this few days is kind of a bonus ba..haha..
Just receive a messenge from my friend asking me if i like someone who have a girlfriend what will you do??Since you know the person have a girlfriend then stay far far away from him..In this world he's not the only guy..If you all really meant to be,in the end will still be together.. But for now don't get in between other people relationship..This is not the first someone have asked this question..why keep asking me this question??haha..what do you all think??i'm curious what others will think..I know there are people who will say as long as you haven't get married you still can choose..BUT now in this society even if you are married you still can get divorce so what you define someone is not available anymore??There are always martial affair..so what's love?? Opinion please..Love should not exist the fear of betray??should not exist temptation from the outside??heart should only have 1 person no space for others..??What do you think??hahha..give me your comment..
I think alot of girls have notice something going very rare now....FAITHFUL GUY..i tell you is as rare as dinosaur..seriously la..not joking..IF YOU ALREADY FOUND HIM EVEN THOUGH HE'S A BIT BLUR,ALSO DON'T LET GO!!!YOU KNOW WHO I'M TALKING ABOUT..you can say you have find a treasure that alot of girls is finding..isn't it stupid to let go??Faithful is not just by saying--"Verbally faithful" Faithful is something verbally and action must tally..said one thing then do another,slowly girl will get irritated..verbally faithful can only last a while..so don't let the guy sweet talk and fly away..must see the action also..just used a mouth and say,who don't know..ACTION is very important..Action is a way of expressing your love..Even if you don't say,action can prove..BUT it don't work vice versa..Not saying you no need sweet talk a bit..TALK + ACTION = PERFECT MATCH..one missing the power is not as good as having two le..haha..
Happy 1 year Anniverary Terrence..Hope you can see this but I know is very rare you will visit my blog..Anyway i still want to say HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY AND I ENJOY THESE DAYS WITH YOU RUSHING TO PEOPLE'S HOUSE COLLECT "HONG BAO" .I ENJOY TODAY DINNER AND EATEN TO MY FULLEST..AND YOU ALSO HAVE SETTLE THE BILL...HAHAHA.. THANKS FOR THE DINNER...If possible the next anniversary it will be on me..i promise.. love you..
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Sweet valentine or bad valentine??
Today is Valentine day,actually i expect it should be a happy occasion but it didn't really seemed so..sorry gals..See most of you were unhappy today..GUYS!!!where your brain go??i thought that what guy always do,"use the brain think,be practical" and gals are,"use heart and feel, emotional".And now can you all use your BRAIN and think of the gal's heart and feeling. Always said can't you just used your brain and think??NOW why can't you all use your brain and think for us??WE say out of course is something really upsetting us if not you think we so free to find quarrel ar??You want us to understand then can you all try to understand us too??Before you all put on a shield and fight back.REALLY..understanding is needed here..girls are fragile.. Handle with care please..Once broken,considered gone...
To everyone,don't ever said this or similar things to me: "Use your brain and think,Rachel" i'll certainly PISSED OFF...Don't asked me why, i just hate it..In fact,i did think before i said anything..i'm not the one not thinking and understanding..this point i'm sure..
Previously is not really totally about me..most is about my friends..For me,Terrence is at Tekong so no need to talk about celebration..Our 1st Valentine Day is like that passed..i'm ok with it cause this is nothing that both of us can do..NS..cannot run de..haha..anyway i'm used to it le.. Alone is also not a bad thing either..haha..Any make-up celebration?i don't think so..
Terrence gave me a cross stitch handphone pouch made by him..and a paperweight (2 bears and a heart inside)This is my..Birthday present?Valentine Day?or our 1 year Anniversary present??hmm...he never mention,just asked me to think...i think is all of the above..haha..if i never guess wrong..i'll treasure the handphone pouch..thanks..What i want more is not present is he can accompany me more when he is out..but is so hard..haha..but is ok now..
Bombers is back together again..all arguement solve between us...finally...really happy to see all together again..
These few days is so so so so bad for me...ever since the grad nite..projects coming date due.. Installation powerpoint until now still cannot finish..going to kill by teacher for sure.. marketing presenting this fri,haven't complete yet..working on fri and taking my dog to vet too..thurs, installation rehearsal...still some accessories to complete..i have been dragging for some time..my friend going to kill me soon.. forget to say,i'm starting up a small business with my friends..selling accessories..if you all are free can go and view maybe will see something you will like...
curiocity06.blogspot.com...then on top of all this stupid shit still quarrel with people..what the fuck.. everthing is killing me..really i can just sleep and die...everything around me killing me or feeling so stress up..feel like finding a place to rest..just me alone..all i want is really people to understand me especially those who i care..Stop asking me to understand you all when i already have given all my understanding and giving way to you all all this time...i'm very tired..is it about time i getting some understanding too???Let's don't be selfish person...cause i hate selfish person..
ok la,ending here..still have powerpoint to complete and haunting people for photo...bye..
A funny Story...
One day I met a sweet gentleman and fell in love.When it became apparent that we would marry, I made the supreme sacrifice and gave up beans.Some months later, on my birthday, my car broke down on the way home fromwork. Since I lived in the countryside I called my husband and told him that I would be late because I had to walk home. On my way, I passed by a smalldiner and the odor of baked beans was more than I could stand. With miles to walk, I figured that I would walk off any ill effects by thetime I reached home, so I stopped at the diner and before I knew it, I had consumed three large orders of baked beans.All the way home, I made sure that I released all the gas.Upon my arrival, my husband seemed excited to see! me and exclaimeddelightedly: "Darling I have a surprise for dinner tonight." He thenblindfolded me and led me to my chair at the dinner table. I took a seat andjust as he was about to remove my blindfold, the telephone rang.He made me promise not to touch the blindfold until he returned and went toanswer the call.The baked beans I had consumed were still affecting me and the pressure was becoming most unbearable, so while my husband was out of the room I seizedthe opportunity, shifted my weight to one leg and let one go. It was not only loud, but it smelled like a fertilizer truck running over askunk in front of a pulpwood mill. I took my napkin from my lap and fanned the air around me vigorously. Then, shifting to the other leg, I ripped offthree more. The stink was worse than cooked cabbage.Keeping my ears carefully tuned to the conversation in the other room, Iwent on like this for another few minutes. The pleasure was indescribable. When eventually the telephone farewells signaled the end of my freedom, Iquickly fanned the air a few more times with my napkin, placed it on my lap and folded my hands back on it feeling very relieved and pleased withmyself.My face must have been the picture of innocence when my husband returned, apologizing for taking so long. He asked me if I had peeked through theblindfold, and I assured him I had not. At this point, he removed the blindfold, and twelve dinner guests seated around the table chorused:"Happy Birthday!"I fainted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Birthday coming.....Present coming in too...haha..
Yesterday receive presents from my colleagues...haha...i was not working yesterday,they called me and tell me i need to go down and sign some documents...quite urgent so i rush down in the afternoon...To my surprise,they prepared birthday present for me!!!!i was so shocked..almost going to cry..haha..This is what they gave me:
Freddy(Manager):2 crocs keychains and $20 hongbao
Michelle(Supervisor):A Puma hand bag
Cai tong and Ah Liao(colleague):1 hand bag (for graduation nite)
Pegan and joycelyn (colleague):1 wall shop's wallet and a keychain
Thanks guys!!!i love all your presents..This friday i'm going out bombers after grad nite..hang out with ting as long time never see her le...kind of miss her...haha...
i think Terrence won't have the time to celebrate my birthday..or maybe he forget about it as he said he will be busy this coming weekend when he book out...so can only meet for dinner..he book out on friday but friday i having graduation dinner..Sunday i'm working..he said sat and sun not sure free or not.. haiz..did he forget that is my birthday??my birthday is tomorrow but he is in army so cannot celebrate..weekend book out he also not free..-_- Forget it...don't celebrate lor..
Realise..
After reading your blog,i don't know we are such a bad friend to you.I tried my best to solve all these but end up??we seem like making suffer like hell..This is what you wrote in previous post:
To Rachel: I know you wana our friendship to be back like the last time. You guys felt that i've change. Seriously speaking, feel much more happier now. Don't have to waste your breath asking me why why why. Cus i dont think i need to give an explaination to you guys. I'm not being unreasonable or wad-so-ever. Anyway enjoy the 9 Feb meet up with Ting. Dont have to try solving this problem, cus it's happening over and over again. Really dont have to try. I feel that it's of no use, so please stop asking me. Thanks.
If don't know what happened seriously,since you don't want to make things clear,i got nothing to say too.When you were silent in the class,i asked you why you are so quiet,you told me you need time to sort out your things..so i let you be..i tried to pull you in our conversation,you seemed no interest..When we all trying to talk to you,you start drifting away...Suddenly,you say can't take it anymore,problem keep happening..diao...where's the problem?You keep talking to the guys instead of us,what can we say??I don't know that my concern like making you feel worse..i tried to understand all your behaviour but did you understand my feeling and my reason for doing all these??After reading your blog really make me feel very sad..you wanna cry...i wanna cry even more..Always tried to be there when you are in sad or troubled..now i think seeing of us make you feel even more worse..Not that i want to nag at you or what,when i see you doing things that are wrong you want me just let you do it??leaving us make you feel better,i can only let you go.. I don't believe the JASLIN that want to smoke,bitch around is the real JASLIN..you are just tempted,not the true you..
I need a super big hug and shoulder....but the person is at TEKONG...-_-
