Giddy....
Haiz...so many thing happened in a day,trying to digest everything..Yest is kinda a v bad day..get involve in something tat doesn't directly concern me..Things start to happened when i was happily taking my nap..den a call made me have to give up my sleep..ask me to be a peace maker..why everytime is type of job will come and find me..haiz..den i try lor..ended up i became the piss maker..i talk until wanted to vomit blood..and i become a very "pissful" person..the person is too stubborn..both of us have different logic..so kinda quarrel a bit..but i didn't blow up as i was involve to be a peace maker not a trouble maker..but ended up i think i don't want to get involve so to save a few years of my life..the result....let see a few days later..
Then..another news giving me another impact..my dog,milo,is sick..he still a puppy..so young..haiz..i'm very worried about him..see him getting more and more skinner..so heart pain.. Today my bro bring him to see a vet..the vet say there's worm in his stomach..is a kind of virsesmay or may not survive..please god..let him pull this through..don't let him die so early..he refuse to eat..even the worm can be kill,he might already die of hunger..There's nothing i can do..nothing nothing nothing!!my head hurts..giddy..i really don't have much mood to help other le..i'm so sorry,i can't even help myself..My brother just told me that my dog may not survive tonight..cause he keep lying there..too weak to move..i keep hearing my bro said that he going to die..his body is getting cold..i think really can't pull it through................i'm so giddy..headache..i'm scare..i need u now..but i know you are busy..
i don't feel like going to sch tml..i dun wanna fake any smile wen i really dun feel like smiling..also don't want to spoilt anyone else mood..hope you all can understand..milo get well soon please... vet can't help u,u have to help urself..
*after 5 min i write this,my dog died...he's gone..milo is gone..
Tuesday, May 23, 2006