hEaRt bRoKeN.......
silent is golden...i think i must learn try to be silent...trying best to help someone who i consider as best friend ended up just get her cold words and saying us not understanding her,not accepting her...i always thought if we notice any thing wrong of a friend we should tell them and help them change..i have put in alot of effort to help..even if i was like acting like a bad guy,i don't mind..But what happened in the end?My effort is not even appreciate and end up with a name of "not understanding"..our names are deleted from her blog...when we know about how sad we are..our friendship is so fragile...just a small thing like that can change so much...i just over estimate everything..over estimate myself...our friendship..our understanding...is just of my one sided thinking...now you also teach me something silent is golden...i should be silent in the beginning..keep myself out of everything...then nothing will have happened..i always thought that friends should always help each other..try all your best to help..this time round is really a disappointing one..ya,your primary and secondary school friend all stood by you and accept who you are.. Didn't we?When things happened did we just stand at the side and watch?didn't we worried for you?put all our brain together to think of a solution for you?We have say you about your temper all that because is something bad and have to change..We cannot say we must accept friend everything..A good friend should point out the bad and help them change....maybe my thinking is wrong...and you always said i'm simple minded... think things in a simple form is better than in a complicated one..simple make your life easier and happier isn't it...we only live once,why must make it a difficult one..trying to make all of us as one..i,alone,can't do it..only the 6 of us can make it happen...am i too naive to think that if you treat someone sincerely they will feel it..and appreciate it?trying to be understanding is it right or wrong..showing tolerance is a wrong act?someone correct me if i'm wrong please...!!!you said i have high tolerance..but it will used up one day...but now is not about tolerance le..most importently,i'm very disappointed..if i'm making effort,i just hope that people will appreciate that..
