Sentosa trip.....
from the morning 7 am onwards i was very busy...cooking the lunch for them....is really quite tiring...BUT something happened later on....
when i was briefing the rest of the BODs about the games...i saw someone very familiar walking with jen they all..IS DEAR!!haha..he trying to hide but he is so tall,from far i can see him..i'm really really surprised to see him at that time..i'm very happy too..i really didn't expect him to come..as i asked him 3 times,he said he won't be able to make it..it really never cross my mind that he will turn up..cause i know he's busy with cheerleading..
Of course personally i'm very happy,he also helped out in the bonding alot..i really don't have much experience about this, the rest of BODs also..so a bit messy...he helped us to gather everyone..get things started..of course the rest of the BODs did a great job too...help out in whatever way they can..but i'm a bit disappointed of some of the interacters...they keep running away from the activities...called them countless times...they went some where else without informing anyone..refuse to play games..haiz..nothing i can do..no use forcing or what..i just ignore them if they don't want to be part of us..
Then after that,dear,me,xian,jie,shaley and a group of malay girls went to harbourfront centre eat our dinner and do some shopping..but the malay girls left after dinner..today also wei and jie 11 months anniversary..but seem like have alot of "light bulbs" hanging around them...haha.. sorry ar,wei..
After the sentosa trip is really very tired..actually dear did u realised something..this is the first time u accompany me the whole day?maybe that explain why i'm so happy..i know you are very busy that's why can't keep meeting me..but today i really appreciate the effort you made..spend the whole day with me..i know you skip your things to come..i really appreciate it..thanks for making my day!!love you....
Below is a test result i do..brain test..haha..maybe this can explain a bit why my maths is so bad and reason why sometime my things are quite messy..haha..
"The Right Hemisphere of your brain is dominant over the Left! "
Most right-brained people like you are flexible in many realms of their lives. Whether picking up on the nuances of musical concerto, appreciating the subtle details in a work of art, or seeing the world from a different perspective, right-brained people are creative, imaginative, and attuned to their surroundings. People probably see your thinking process as boundless, and that might translate to your physical surroundings as well. Some people think of you as messier than others. It's not that you're disorganised, it's just that you might use different systems to organise (by theme, by subject, by colour). Straight alphabetisation and rigidly ordered folders are not typical of right-brained behaviour.
AND!!i want to share this song with you guys..i love this song when i first heard it..it was months ago...i like the song lyric..the song lyric don't apply to me now ok..don't think what happen to me and my boyfriend.. we are ok..just concentrate in the song..mind no need run wild..haha..
“Because Of You"
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Saturday, June 24, 2006