story....
There's a girl,a very simple and normal looking girl...her childhood is not like other children..dote by everyone but instead she always get bullied for some reason..although there were times that she's fierce in order to defend her,she still believe she should treat others the way she wanted to be treated...people say she was naive..but she don't think so..although there are bad people around in this world but she rather believe those around her is good ones..always put on defence is very tiring..throughout her childhood she's doing that..she don't want to carry on like that for the rest of her life..She's lucky..those around are indeed the good ones..dote by friends..always be there for her..She always feel that her heart is very heavy..she cannot turn to anyone..not because she don't trust,she always feel that if she said out something will happen..she's very emotional..tears was like part of her life..she hate this..Whenever she shed a tear,she felt herself very useless and weak..she don't want to be a burden to anyone..people always say,you always never think and put your whole heart in in regardless of friend or love..don't be so stupid..she tried to be patience with people as long as is within her limit..people sometime start to take forgranted..they do something and expect her to accept it or never spare a thought for her... sometime she felt that her feeling have been neglected..useless her,will start crying as feeling hurt and sad..but who cares?people won't notice..people won't change..sometime she wonder she have been trying to give the understanding,patience,tolerence,support or whatever so..but why people never give her what she want...just sparing a thought of how she feel..
If you thinking what about the family?family don't support her emotionally?what's funny is..she cannot be sad in her family..in her family no one will show sadness..she's also wonder why is that so..other family member never get sad before?a question never get answer..once,she show her sadness,stress..everything out..guess what..she get scolded and warn to stop crying..no console, no concern..she find weird...really weird..that's why she don't feel really close bond with the family...her family background is very complicated that's why the family is different from others..no one except her family know how complicated it was..cause they never say...
What do you think of this girl story?she's stupid..?that's what i think...family is really weird.. cannot be understand..this girl you all don't know her cause i don't really know her well too... sorry if i have bored you with this story..
Friday, July 28, 2006