Realise..
After reading your blog,i don't know we are such a bad friend to you.I tried my best to solve all these but end up??we seem like making suffer like hell..This is what you wrote in previous post:
To Rachel: I know you wana our friendship to be back like the last time. You guys felt that i've change. Seriously speaking, feel much more happier now. Don't have to waste your breath asking me why why why. Cus i dont think i need to give an explaination to you guys. I'm not being unreasonable or wad-so-ever. Anyway enjoy the 9 Feb meet up with Ting. Dont have to try solving this problem, cus it's happening over and over again. Really dont have to try. I feel that it's of no use, so please stop asking me. Thanks.
If don't know what happened seriously,since you don't want to make things clear,i got nothing to say too.When you were silent in the class,i asked you why you are so quiet,you told me you need time to sort out your things..so i let you be..i tried to pull you in our conversation,you seemed no interest..When we all trying to talk to you,you start drifting away...Suddenly,you say can't take it anymore,problem keep happening..diao...where's the problem?You keep talking to the guys instead of us,what can we say??I don't know that my concern like making you feel worse..i tried to understand all your behaviour but did you understand my feeling and my reason for doing all these??After reading your blog really make me feel very sad..you wanna cry...i wanna cry even more..Always tried to be there when you are in sad or troubled..now i think seeing of us make you feel even more worse..Not that i want to nag at you or what,when i see you doing things that are wrong you want me just let you do it??leaving us make you feel better,i can only let you go.. I don't believe the JASLIN that want to smoke,bitch around is the real JASLIN..you are just tempted,not the true you..
I need a super big hug and shoulder....but the person is at TEKONG...-_-
Thursday, February 01, 2007