dear diary i am rachel lim

UPDATE!!UPDATE!!

Now i'm updating my blog cause seem like people complaining i didn't update for a long time..haha..

Have been working since graduted from ITE..Actually feeling a bit of lost for a period of time..Should i keep staying at sale line??Alot of people keep asking me to change my job..get a better one..Office work don't really interest me seriously but i really feel like finding a 5 day job..So i can be free on weekend and spend more time in church and with terrence..But say is easy..find is hard..If anyone got work to introduce message me k..haha...

Terrence already POP..finish the tekong training..But he was posted to combat medi.. He keep grumble ever since he knew..He said is quite tough inside so hopefully he can finish the training successfully for these 3 months and will post to a better unit after that..I think the worse for me is that he have to stay in there..only out on weekend..haiz..same when he's in Tekong..i still think when he's out is better like 8-5 timing..easier to meet..But no differetn now..sad..
But is ok,what most concerned to me is he can finish the training safely..he keep falling sick recently..kind of worried for him..And don't know how is he doing inside the camp..Hope everything is fine..Haven't seen him 4 days since he's in camp..Actually already quite used to it..haha..Anyway i already receive 3 months of training of not seeing him often..haha..waiting for this weekend to come..hehe..I have to organise my time..to match my work and not affecting to go service and able to meet Terrence(love him!!)..have to do some planning..

Long time never see my bombers..wonder how you all doing...haha...seriously la,don't lost contact with each other can or not..show some concern to each other la..haha..Not forgetting the rest of my friend..YOU ALL!!(YOU!the one reading my blog!!)If you just a passer-by..THEN..hi,the above message don't really apply to you..haha..But mostly should be only my friend reading my blog..i'll try to meet up with you all k??haha..take care everyone..

I think have been a long time i didn't say this to you dear..I love you..muackz!! YOU ALSO LONG TIME DIDN'T SAY TO ME AR..EHEM..YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT TO DO..haha...
BYE BYE EVERYONE!!!TAKE CARE!!!

Labels: Updating now

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Finally over..i have completed my ite education..any more further studies,i'm not sure..i still in a mess...my heart also very messy too..am i wrong to do that..I really hope that you can understand how i feel..but i think you never will..to say the truth i never feel secure for the past 1 year plus..why there's no sense of secure???Where do i stand??Actually what's the point talking about this...
Now started working..i'm feeling very tired..maybe is accumulated from exam period till now..that's why so tired..sleep sleep sleep..this all i want...nothing else matters..Anyway alot of thing is not within my control..so just let it be..
And hope that after graduation i hope all of my friend will still keep in contact with me!!!(bombers,ISC and all friends from ite)All the best to you all!!
Chalet coming...after chalet don't know when will see you all again...

Hope that we can enjoy ourselves..cheers...

Bye bye..

Labels: Exam over..

Thursday, March 15, 2007

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Today is Interact Club's installation,which is mean I'm officially step down from my post.I thought today should be a happy day but don't really turn out to be..can say whatever i do all went wrong..Not just the installation..my studies too..

In the morning went to submit my application form to Mrs Heng but was decline as she said my grade is not good enough..I was told that even below 3 still can try to apply but not i can't even try..She told me to wait for my this coming exam result see how then apply for the next intake.. which mean 1 year later??I'm going to waste my 1 year just like that?

Then I wanted to print out my project during AOA lesson but printer spoilt..so i went to my CDP teacher,MRS JEAN YEO,to ask her help me to print my project as my house don't have printer and lab printer is spoilt too..She say she cannot help me..asked me to go to other class to print.. Then i said other class teacher won't let me in as i'm not their student..She said "YA" and walk off..SO??i don't hand in ar??Whatever shit la..just a few weeks more want to give me attitube..i don't give a damn..not just she have attitube,i also have..moreover now i so angry..

Before installation want try the singing rehearsal again before the event start but hardly have any chance. But when i have the chance, most of the new BODs forget what we plan the day before.I keep asking them to stand by their place but some like anyhow stand..The day before i already get scolded by teacher because we didn't sing very well and i'm in charge of this section..After spending so much time rehearsing with them,they didn't follow on the actual day???Oh my god...I almost explode..But what more worse come next..And by the way,when actual singing time,the performance is like shit..feel like digging a hole and hide my head in.. Even the old BODs went wrong too..wanni and joanna have different moves when both of them must be the same...so the rest behind go haywire..wanni moves so fast..she really cannot dance or performance things like that..not saying that i'm bad but this is really not her strong point..didn't expect her just swing together also cannot..I can say that i'm really very angry at time point when new BODs forget and didn't do what they supposed to do and wanni keep nagging at me saying so difficult and messy this and that..when last minute,everyone keep complain this and that ..this is not the worse yet..what worse comes next..

The cd i gave teacher to play went haywire too so teacher asked me to pass her my thumbdrive , try to play it on laptop..After that i was like SO SO SO busy..really very busy..i have to entertain my sister..do this and that..It was raining very heavily too,i got myself wet on the way home but can't be bother much as i'm too tired to move..When i reach home want to do my frontpage project,i realise teacher never return me my thumbdrive!!i saved my everything inside..i got so panicked...i called my teacher,she didn't pick up the phone..Mrs goh helped me out by trying to contact that teacher too but also failed..after that the teacher called me said she left the thumbdrive at Mrs Quek's table..Shouldn't she return me??i have my name on my thumbdrive..I was still thinking if she bring home i go to her house and take from her..But now can forget it..School is already locked by then...Now i'm stuck in no where...i'm really very tired..................really very very tired....Can you understand how i feel??How tired i am?? My final year project...haiz...gone..

Labels: Daymare or nightmare?

Thursday, March 01, 2007